For the love of whoever, I don't think I can face you anymore. Oh my Lord. Please help me, as I am now like like speechless in a bad way. My heart is sinking like Titanic and my head is (insert a word). How could you do this to me?! Dear oh dear. What are the hell were you thinking? FACEPALM. FACEPALM. FACEPALM. I am now humiliated. What on earth am I going to do now?!