Thursday, 30 September 2010

Day Two: List 10 movies you never get tired of watching.

  • The Karate Kid (2010)
  • The Karate Kid (1984)
  • Despicable Me
  • Cloudy with a Chance of Meatballs
  • Harry Potter Series
  • Toy Story 2
  • High School Musical 2
  • High School Musical 3
  • 500 Days of Summer
  • Dear John

Saturday, 25 September 2010

When a girl is hurting, she's going to hurt for quite a while. She'll rethink the situation over and over again thinking what she could have possibly done to avoid it from happening. She wishes there was a possibility that she could just erase what just happened because right now, she's left scarred with the thoughts.

Because I know if I make a simple mistake, I'll lose you forever.

Haven't been blogging yet. Yes. I know. Blame it on laziness. This holiday has been alright. Hate the weather still. I hate it when it's cold. So annoying. Been tired and all too. Oh, and lazy. Wow, can't believe it, 3 months and a bit to go before 2011 arrives. It's gonna be a different year, but with the same shit. Can life get any boring-er? Parents nagging, days are too short, fucking cold weather, things are too fucking expensive, bitches, peer pressure, friends, interenet is fucking boring me to death, more bitches. Man life seemed more simply at school. Excluding the work load and ect. Ugh, fuck this, I wanna move to america.

Wednesday, 22 September 2010

Friday, 17 September 2010

so here i am, on the computer on the first day of the holiday, deleting things off my computer and all and i am also eating yoghurt.
how do you even spell yoghurt? yogurt? o_O
anyways, im so bored and i cant even see the computer screen from where i am sitting which it is like 30-40cms away. god my eyes suck. i want new glasses but i cant be stuffed wearing them... wait no i dont mind them but meh. depends what glasses, i hate mine its so !@$#^%. this berry basket ski d'lite yoghurt is alright. its just like cold, a tad to cold. man, its like im typing with my eyes closed. i cant even see the writting, its like all fuzzy! gg man, maybe i should get my eyes checked again this holidays. but i just got them checked like a few months/weeks ago.
this is somewhat going to be a long holiday. i want to go to the gym! yeah, i should go soon but no, damn 'rents dont let me. le fu! my computer keeps lagging. i should go ask my mum if i can go to the gym and if she says no, then ill be like "its so boring at home and i feel fat sitting at the computer" 8) cousin wants to go shopping on wednesday, even though i grounded myself for who knows how long. but its holidays, so who cares xD mm, something is wrong with my laptop. i should get it fixed or something. man, my eyes <<" right eye is shit as, way worse than my left. blah blah blah, usless blog. just saying whatever floats out of my boat.
we shall talk later then.
I HATE THIS WEATHER. UGH, ITS SO COLD AND DEPRESSING AND I'M BORED TOO.

I hate it when people start convos with the most weirdest thing ever, like seriously...

Hello Spring Holidays,

And hello to you too. NOT YOU. OFFT. EW. THANK THE LORD THAT.I.DO.NOT.HAVE.TO.SEE.YOU.FOR.LIKE.2.WEEKS.OR.SOMETHING.
You do my head in. What on earth have I ever done to you? Screw you. I wish I was Chuck Bass and buy you a one way, non- refundable plane ticket to Africa. And if you come back, I will know and I will kill you.
ON THE OTHER NOTE;
It's holidays! & I'm not excited...

Thursday, 16 September 2010

What on earth have I got myself into ? Sigh.

glee is coming back soon. cant wait for that stuff.



As term 3 comes to an end, just wanted to say that this term went so FREAKEN FAST LIKE WTF MAN?! but it was good i guess, no fights, no dramas, no whatever in class. just a few minor ones that was solved in seconds. not feeling good at the moment, everything is pissing me off. driving me up the wall. im so tired. right now. i might go to sleep pretty early today. since i dont have any homework or any gossip girl/vampire diaries to watch.
going to the parliament house tomorrow. hope that goes good. hopefully this holiday would be better than the rest. even though i dont have any plans and such. cant wait to go the melb show with natalie. just need to plan a bit more, then we are off. dema's party is coming up too, but i dont know how im gonna go and all that stuff. im so lazy and all now. cant be fucked with anything. just lie in bed and sleep, how lovely. i hate this weather, its so mother effing stupid. so much for spring. oh, lets hope that holidays would be nice and warm and all too.
fuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuck, everything is doing my head in.
le fu.

Wednesday, 15 September 2010

boredoom

This shits majorly personal, you ready? yeahhhhh.

Theres a serial killer inside your house. What do you do? FUCKING SHIT MYSELF, WHAT ELSE?

5 different people you have text messages from? natalie, vivian, kimberely, tina, mum

What’s the reason you cried last? someone confusing me

When was it? mm, 2 weeks ago? LOLZ

Who was the first boy you texted today? ..no one AHAH

Does he mean anything to you? omg,

Do you believe love can last forever? Sometimes.

What should you be doing right now? in my bed..sleeeeeeeeping

Do you have siblings? Yep :)

What made you the happiest today? presenting my hums assignment with my group!

What do you think of when you hear politics? USELESS, I SHOULD BE LIKE THE PRIME MINISTER

Have you ever kissed the last person you texted? ..natalie? oh yeah, totally. under the bed ect

Whats something you miss? my past, especially 2008

Baths or showers? depends

Last time you saw fireworks? on the tv, new years eve 09

Are all of your friends in relationships? errrrrrr, yeah some

Are you currently talking to/ texting/ instant messaging anyone? yup, talking to mwah best friend, natalie and lover, steven. :)

Have you ever been looking for something and it was already in your hand? not that i know that i know of

Do you honestly miss someone? Hell Yeah.

What are your plans for tomorrow? getting science test back!

Honestly, has anyone seen you in your underwear in the past three months? nup, HAHAH

Has anyone told you they dont ever wanna lose you? yes, fucking aslhfashf :@

Who was the last person you high fived? your mum, lol jokes idunno man

Ever given your all to someone who walked away? yes.

Do you like hugs? depends who but usually yes

Are relationships ever really worth it? yeah, i guess

Honestly, are things going the way you planned? never

What were you doing last night at midnight? snooooooooooring, nah sleeping

When was the last time you had a real smile on your face? today, with my best friend !

Would you rather visit a zoo or an art museum? both bore me

Do you know how to drive? mario kart? fuck yeah

Describe your life in one word? jkhasjkdlfha

Do you think age matters in relationship? mm, personally no

Do you currently have a hickey? roflmao no

Were you single on your last birthday? no

Have you ever kissed underneath the stars? noooooooooooooooooo

What is getting you mad at the moment? my mum, le fu

Did the last person you kiss have a tattoo? ooft what

Who took your profile picture? fb; my camera. blogspot; webcam. msn; phone. cbf going on

Name something you have to do tomorrow? watch gossip girl season 4

Does someone text you goodnight every night? rarely

Have your past mistakes made you wiser? i guess

What are you tired of doing? DISHERS. AJSLHDFAJKH

Are you any good at Call of Duty? pro man,

Last medicine you took? panamax

What do you currently need to clean in your house? no where. phew

Ever snuck out of your house? twice-ish

Do you have a bestfriend? the hell no

Are you a morning person or a night person? depends

Are you a forgiving person? mostly

Is there anything you want to tell somebody but you simply cant? yes

Three feelings at the moment? Bored, Sleepy and Confused.

Have you changed much this year? mm, i guess

Where was the last place you went besides where you are? school

What does your 9th message on your phone say? ..cbf getting my phone

Do you have someone of the opposite sex you can tell everything to? no, but i wish

Do you replay things that have happened in your head? Sometimes.

Whats your favorite thing about being sick? sleeping

What was the first thing you said when you woke up today? chicken!

Do you have alot of pictures in your room? not really

Make any mistakes lately? A lot.

Someone tells you that your beautiful, you say? pfft, not really

What is better: cute smile, or amazing eyes? cute smile.

Whats your name spelled backwards? assilem

Ever wonder what itd be like to be the opposite sex? sometimes

Do all good things always come to an end? yes.

..my childhood gone.

i want.

you know what? fuck all this shit. lets just post photos on how i feel.







Tuesday, 14 September 2010

At the age of 16, 80% of people have already met the person they are going to marry.
I havent been blogging lately since ive been very lazy. life is life. wake up, school, home, homework, sleep and repeat.
sunday the 12th; stevens birthday party :L watched despicable me ! so good. omg i love it so much you dont understand. like omg. like its the best i love it so much, you dont understand its like the best ever!
monday the 13th; happy one year and one month, jenny ! :D i cant remember what happened :T
tuesday the 14th ; GOT MY ..idunno maths test back? A :) skillzor. got 5 questions wrong. FUUU. anyways what else happened? OH yeah..no okay bye.

Saturday, 11 September 2010

today was cool. woke up at 7. (thanks mum) and man, i was really tired. the whole entire day. chinese was ... yeah. whatever. fuck life.

stevens party tmrw. weeeeee ♥
you confuse me. i am hurt. stop playing your little games. it drives me up the wall and around the corner. set me rules. whats the score? because i dont know any of them.

Friday, 10 September 2010

yes, i admit. i backstab at least one person a day. i mean, who doesnt? we say we dont, but we all do, without realising. screw life right now. screw you, you and you. sick of it. doing my head in. wasting my time. i should shut the fuck up and move on. but then i cant, cause i care for yous.

My brain is over cooked.

Today was crazy, 2 tests. I studied hard last night. 5 hours straight. hope it will pay off. one thing for sure is that i didnt get 100% right. for either of the test. akslhdfkasjlfe, at least i get a B and over i am proud.

Thursday, 9 September 2010

Ugh, you're so annoying now. Doing my head in. Fucking
I HAVE TWO TEST TOMORROW AND IM FREAKING OUT. IM SICK AND OMG.
fucking screw life

Wednesday, 8 September 2010

fucking,

everytime i breathe, i cough. so annoying.
today was okay, my head is all fucked since my computer still has that mother fucking virus, science/music test on friday and i hardly know jackshit, my brothers computer is weird, my laptop cant go on certain websites, my main usb is dying, i have no touched my english homework; which is due tomorrow, im tired, i have a runny nose, im having couging fit.
hate life.
zz

Tuesday, 7 September 2010

i miss you. And what sucks is that I miss you, at all the wrong times. At all the wrong places. With all the wrong things on my mind, you included. I wonder, why can’t I be strong alone, like I am when I’m with people? Is it because there’s no longer anyone to hide anything from, except myself? What is it about being alone that allows for thoughts of you to come creeping out of where I’ve locked them up deep inside? I wish there was some way to get rid of them and you, but somehow, you just keep digging your way back into my soul

today was okay. got an A+ on my english analysis! proud of myself. *hugs* and in music...
teacher; describe the hippy movement
natalie; peace symbol
melissa; *holds up 2 fingers*
teacher; how are you going to draw that on your test, melissa?
melissa; 8)
natalie; omg, fail.
and we both got kicked out of the game.
THE ANSWER WAS...flower movement or someshit o_O
it hurts, everytime i see your name. it kills me inside. i dont know why. maybe one day. we shall be skipping. but when i see your name somewhere on that page or what page or that one, i die inside. just a bit. if only i could what i needed to say. but i know inside myself, that may never happen.

Monday, 6 September 2010

happy twenty months, steven tran ♥


hey guys. my computer has this fucktard virus and its driving me I N S A N E! i transfered the most important things to my laptop. its so annoying. and so upsetting. thumbs day, head chop off. by the way, i'm going to change my url for my blogger and stuff. and if you are still interested in following, tell me and i shall link you? i cant blog nowadays since people like to losers and read without following and omfg. its not like anyone reads it anyway... lolz. mMmMmMmM, school sucks balls.


Sunday, 5 September 2010

google sketch

hai dere, peeoplez. dis iz mi & phamzor in art clazz. wii r playing wif google sketch. itz so confuzing. oh kay. good byiii.

Thinking about thinking

School tomorrow. I'm hating school now. Stupid timeable. The 4 period is just useless, we all die in period three simply because there's no break in between two and three. Except that 3 min break, which is only enough time to get out of the chair, walk to the locker, open the locker, put books back inside, grab new books, close locker, walk to chair, and by the time you plant behind down, the teacher is the room. /fuuuuuuu. I miss primary. One teacher. More sport. PROPER SPORT. oh, the days when I was fit. Even during recess and lunch, if you are running around playing tiggy, people wouldn't give no shit. Compare to high school, you play tiggy, you're known as whas that word? Loser? Idunno.

Copy cats, copy cats, turn around. Copy cats, copy cats, think of your own damn mother fucking ideas. @@:
Girls aren't going to talk to you first. It’s a girl thing. We don’t like starting the conversation because we like to feel like you want to talk to us. We like to feel like the wait was worth something. We like feeling like you’ve waited for us like we’ve waited for you. But the number one reason we hate talking first is because we hate to seem needy or clingy. That’s why we’re scared. Cause to us, being needy and obsessive just pushes guys away. And no girl wants that
I got math down, so is science, English in the bag. I could probably pass without even trying.The only thing I haven't learnt is to love you better. And how to keep them tears from falling. So if I made you cry, I apologize. Let me make it right. This is new to me, what you do to me, and say you won't leave. Because now I'm learning love. I'm still learning love. So baby don't you give up so easily. I can make it all right just wait and see. Okay I'm good at economics. Spanish is a sinch. I can say I love you, (oh te amo). The only thing that's kinda hard is reading your mind. But I know I'll get it if I try.

Saturday, 4 September 2010

Today was boring. Let's do dot points.
  • Sleeping happily in my bed then the wind scared the shit out of me.
  • Back to sleep.
  • Woke up at 9:37am.
  • Realised that I was sick.
  • Stayed in bed till 10:30am.
  • Tried to get out of bed.
  • Died.
  • Breakfast.
  • Sat on my chair and do a bit of homework.
  • Got bored and fell asleep on the table for 10 mins.
  • Painted nails.
  • Failed.
  • Removed nail polish.
  • Re-painted nails.
  • Fall asleep on table again.
  • Had lunch.
  • Lied on the couch and watch Gossip Girl.
  • Ate more.
  • Now, I am on the computer.
I hope that I feel better tomorrow. Have a few things due tomorrow and oh my god. English timed analysis for Falling From Grace. Facepalm.

When I grow up, I think I want to move to America. Australia is fun, but it does bore me. At times. America seems like it has a never ending steam of funness. 50 states compare to 7. Ugh, I just want to go.

I'm not a big fan of Sundays, and I don't think I will ever be. Except for the sleeping in and no school, but there is nothing to do at home and if I want to go out I can't, either I'm lazy or I'm not allowed.

Just lying on the couch. Bored. Feeling shit. And hungry. Can't wait till Vampire Diaries come out this week.

I love Gossip Girl.

Maybe one of these are for you?

Dear You,
You wonderful, most beautiful person. You deserve better, better than him. There's a billion of a million stars, and I pinky promise you that the perfect one will be shooting at you. Keep your head up held up high and smile. That perfect smile I see everytime we meet. x

Dear You,
You crazy, most insane person. Stop it, you're confusing me. I'm confused. Should I give up? What on earth am I doing?! Ugh, I wish I could say whatever I needed to say, but I can't. PLEASE STOP PLAYING YOUR GAMES. I'm really confused. No "x" for you...yet.

Dear You,
Let's forget the past and move on. Thanks for today. x

Dear You,
You're killing me here. I'm bored. You bore me. Oh my, did I just say that? You bore me. Oh look, I said it again. But you're something. More than something. I'll just sit here awkwardly and smile. Yes, I shall do that. But but ... I don't know. x

Bloody gold fish memory,

I was going to come home from everything that happened and type it all out. But it went away. Wait, I'll make a new post and hopefully it comes out. Ugh, did I mention I cut myself with a fine liner? Yes, a fine liner.

Friday, 3 September 2010


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For the love of whoever, I don't think I can face you anymore. Oh my Lord. Please help me, as I am now like like speechless in a bad way. My heart is sinking like Titanic and my head is (insert a word). How could you do this to me?! Dear oh dear. What are the hell were you thinking? FACEPALM. FACEPALM. FACEPALM. I am now humiliated. What on earth am I going to do now?!

Thursday, 2 September 2010

I have to say something, but that can wait till tomorrow. I'm so excited with the layouts, thanks to TIEN DO who kindly helped me. <3

Wednesday, 1 September 2010

How do you like unfollow people who deleted/change their blogger? annoyed.
I was going to write something but then I was like, "why bother?" you selfish bitch. I never thought you would be like this. but roflmao, I was wrong.

xoxoxoxoxoxooxxooxo.

NO SKEWL FOR 2 DAYZ.

That's right, no school for two days. So I'm going to sit on my ass all day and do nothing. (SOMEONE JUST CALLED ME O_O" AND LIKE OMG, WHAT?!) anyways, I have no plans for these two days.
I'm tired, rawr.
Today is the first of September. Spring is springing. Lol jokes man, the weather was hideous. Rain, grey clouds. Zzz
I'll try my best to blog. But nowadays I'm lazy since I found something else better to do; like tumblr. Hehe, I'm glad mummy upgraded my net to 120gb. I toldher no need, but meh, she did. Today was dull. Blam in on the weather.
I just watched a bit of this doc my mum was watching. About a little girl in Pakistan. The girl looked 6-7ish? And she wanted to go to school, and did everything she could to go. She didn't have any pens or anything. She had to work for her text book. When she went to the school, she got tortured cause it was a guys school and no girls are allowed to get an education in pak (really? That's stupid) but she eventually got to a girls school and she was bullied and everything ): she had nothing to write with so she used her mums lipsticks. Aw aw aw aw aw. Then some boys tortured her and left her in a cage for a long time and then when they took her out, she got shot. Dead. Freaken crying man. Insane world. ):