Saturday, 19 February 2011

kevintaing says: I'm going to make it romantic
kevintaing says: that she will faint from the over-romanticness

And I'm just gonna leave it there cause I found this so funny. Somehow. Night
so basically, someone or something punched or tackled my eye and its bruised and it hurts when i need to rub my eyes. and im going out tmrw, this is going to awkward. but i cant wait till tmrw, finally get to go out.

family friends 16th in the city. i really do hope it will be a good day minus the bad weather. i should really go do my hw, since i wont have time to do it tmrw because im out all day.

Friday, 18 February 2011

melissa no happy now, melissa hates life, melissa iss angry, melissa is sad, SOMEONE PLEASE KILL MELISSAA

Thursday, 17 February 2011

since i was away last italian class, i had to do this homework thing about writing a description about a celebrity i think. as the teacher was showing me the pictures of the celebrities, i instantly grabbed jb's as soon as i saw it.
yuzzzzzzzzzzzz

Wednesday, 16 February 2011

I hate steven. His so selfish and up himself. He needs to learn that other people have feelings too. But no. Everything must be about him. His not a king or anything. Like seriously, stfu. Piss me off. Ugh. He never understands anything. Always angry at me, like what's your problem? Vfihqfoakgpwo, just just just NO. go away, fix up your shirt then come back. I want to smash your face to the wall



HAHAHAAH, here you go steven. My rant to you. You asked for it

are you fucking me?

seriously, 3 years? or is it 2? and like you changed, just because shes gone doesnt mean you can treat her like shes YOUR best friend. fug up man, seriously. no wonder why i dont like you that much.

Monday, 14 February 2011


guess who thee school did not attend
im having all this old english rolling around my head
after watching romeo and juliet

didnt go school today. i was cbf and i was sick, boo yes
i had phamzors science book with me, and we had science today
shes gonna kill me, but she loves me. oh wellz, hehe

i was gonna go school at recess but i was like, lol man cbf just gonna sleep 8)
leonardo dicaprio is. so. freaken. hot. in. romeo. and. juliet.
the the the the girl is pretty too, claire dane or something

finish school early tmrw, yesh! dont want to go interviews, ceebs bad.
i wanna go out, but where to?
oh well
heheheheehhhehehehehehehehheheheheeh

i just realised that people at school today got roses. i think me and friends were the ones that didnt get any
whut
im sick, im tired and i have heaps of homework that is due tmrw. had school photos and today is valentines day. im hoping that the guy that took my photo chose the first photo he took of me instead of the second one. good lord.
im in the mood to watch romeo and juliet, 1996 version

Sunday, 13 February 2011

Hate it when my back is itchy, I have to like make my arms long and try to reach the area where it is itchy. And I ask people to itchy it for me and they stare at me like, wtf are you mental? WELL I'M ITCHY AND I CAN'T REACH IT. ah dammit, it's not like I'm asking you to scratch my ass
I just realized how short time is. It's not even funny. Things just fly. Wake up, get ready then usually outings start around 12-1 then I usually get home before dinner which is like 5, dinner then shower and a bit of cleaning. Which would be like 7:30 or 8, and having homework and all, which is till 9 then bedtime. like whuuut, ugh. Same routine each day over and over. life is very interesting

Saturday, 12 February 2011

WHY IS MY DAD SO HAPPY? LETTING ME DO ALL THESE STUFF?! oh well, its cool :)
picking up melanie at 1:30 or something than gonna troll to emmas. woot.
oh yeahzzzzzz, i was just flicking through my blog and i saw the photo of the chocolate kisses. thought i might bring them over and share it among the girls, esp cecilia since i think she is in love with it. h3h3, my back hurts now cause sister kept kicking it. ow
about to leave sooner or later to emmas house and seeing cecilia and melanie there. my parents are weird as, all of sudden they are letting me out. LOL! im excited for saturday night. dad was pre' cool about me going out, at night, to the city, by transport. im kinda scared, but thats okay. got people around me :)

well, i dont know what is going to happen at emmas. i hope they dont mind me telling them at the last min was coming since i told them before i wasnt going at all. peorhgdkmsojpugtwi4, oh wellz, i have a feeling that this week is gonna be pre good! so many parties though D:
YES, THESE ARE THE BEST. HI CECILIA. ARE YOU JELLY? ARE YOU? THOUGHT I'D RUB THIS IN YOUR FACE. HH3H3H3H

Friday, 11 February 2011

words from my cousin to his lover o:

You’re probably confused
and even amused
but just hear me out
so I can tell you what it’s about.

The special day is near
and I want you to hear
you have made me happy this year
and this love for you will never disappear

You’re just so amazing
so amazing that I’ve been crazing
I know you don’t see me that way
but now I’m hoping it’s my day

I’ve never thought I would ever say this
but how could I not when you’ll be miss
so before the end of time
let me ask you, ~~~~ would you be my valentine.

Wednesday, 9 February 2011

sho ova skewl

school was so boring. so boring, it was so annoying. the teacher that's taking us for homeroom for a month is pissing me off. liiiiikkkkkkkkeeeeeeeeee heeeeeeerrrrrrrrrrr vvvvvvvvooooooooicccccceeeeeeeeee iiiiiiiiiissssssssss llllliiiiiiiikkkkkkkkkkeeeeeeeeee dddddddddrrrrrrraaaaaaagggggggiiiiiiiinggggggggggg ooooooooooonnnnnnnnn ffffffffffffooooooooorrrrrrrevvvvvvvvvverrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr. and like omg, drives me crazy!
saw ALAN VROOM VROOM after school! aw, his grown! nearly taller than me :')

Tuesday, 8 February 2011

I hate the way you talk to me

And the way you cut your hair

I hate the way you drive my car

I hate the way you stare

I hate your big combat books

And the way you read my mind

I hate you so much it makes me sick

It even makes me rhyme

I hate the way youre always right

I hate the way you lie

I hate it when you make me laugh

And even more when you make me cry

I hate it when youre not around

And the face that you didnt call

But mostly i hate it when i dont hate you

Not even close

Not even a little bit

Not even at all.

Monday, 7 February 2011

School is so cheap, this is my diary guyz. Yes my diary................................ SCHOOL WAS SO TIRING. Did the beep test and all this push ups and sit ups and I died.

And fugged a lot with cecilia and emma hehehe

Friday, 4 February 2011


started school today, i swear my school is so cheap. they replaced our diaries for those a5 exercise books, cry LOL

thanks phamzor

What did your last text say?
"Tomorrow? Not Sunday? What time?"

What were the last words you said to your Dad?
"urm, let me see"

Does anyone know your password besides you?
tumblr; vivian
facebook; vivian
and no idea

What are you listening to?
deserted - elliott yamin ♥

You've taken fifteen shots of vodka, what are you doing?
"KO ON THE ROAD/RANDOM COUCH AHHAHAHAHAHAHA" HAHAHA FUCKING PHAM LOL
ill be er i have no idea LOL

Is there anyone holding a grudge against you?
yeah, been 3 years bro. give up LOL

When was the last time you completely broke down?
few days ago

Are you wearing a ring?
no sir

What were you doing at 11:00 last night?
trolling in bed

Have you ever thought about getting your tongue pierced?
nah, not really LOL

What are you sitting on right now?
chair

Last time you cried?
yesterday

Are you lying to yourself about something?
er what no

What were you doing at 12 this afternoon?
dying at shcool

Cigarettes are bad because?
they kill people and ew

How many people have you had strong feelings for in the year of 2010?
1

How many people do you have feelings for now?
1, wtf bro LOL

Let me guess, your last incoming call was from the opposite sex?
nop, mother H3H3H3H

Where is your mum right now?
somewhere in the living room

Have you ever worn the opposite sex’s clothing?
yes sire

What’s on your schedule for tomorrow?
chinese school THEN UNCLES HOUSE BOO YEAH

Have you ever been around someone who was high or drunk?
yes, omg LOL

Do you know anybody that’s changed into someone completely different?
yes yes yes

Are you happy with life at the moment?
its alright

Last place you kissed someone?
does on the cheeks count? LOL

Name five things you did today?
died died died eat died

Last person you text messaged?
kimberely taing

What kind of phone do you have?
nokia n97 mini baby

What do you smell like?
idunno LOL

What color are your eyes?
brown

What color is your mom’s hair?
brown?/blackish?

Are you married?
yeah man, check out my ring

Do you have a crush on anyone?
;)

Best friend?
this much

What is one thing you’ve learned about life?
shut up and move on

Ever been stuck in an elevator?
NO, OMG LOL WEIOAHGUBRFD

Has anyone told you that they like you more than a friend?
nup HAHA

What have you eaten today?
taro bread from bread top, chocolate, grapes, hot dog from bread top, shapes, icm bars, party pies, LOL MAN I DONT REMEMBER

What are you looking forward to?
gettng money kekeke

When was the last time you snuck out?
idunno

How many kids do you want to have?
O:

Do you get along with your family?
at times

Did you get in a fight with someone today?:
yeah, my sister

Did you have sex today?
OH MY AHAHHAAHHA NO

Last person to sleep in your bed?:
i think cousin

Thursday, 3 February 2011

You completely ignored all day. Me trying to get to you, trying to talk to you and to see what's happening. And no reply. I guess I didn't explain what "low" ment. I miss you. And I can't stand to lose someone like that wiith too much memories floating around me. How each memory and everything ment so much to me. I wanted to write more but now I'm dead for words. If you don't want me, then fine. Just don't leave me clueless and for me to pick up every pieces and then find out last. But all it matters for you to happy, happy without me. You meant heaps to me. And you still do.

Tuesday, 1 February 2011

HAHAHA I CANT, I FIND THIS PHOTO SO FUNNY. GOTTA LOVE WEBCAM EFFECTS. IT DOESNT EVEN LOOK LIKE ME AHAHAHHAHA OMG anyways,
Schools in like 2 days or something and i needa kinda find my school uniform and all. need to download new songs, havent downloaded any for like months and months and months! and put the movies i download on to my ipod. rah,

ITS FEB ALR E A D Y

2nd month of 2011 already, it's been so fast. I still feel as though i am still in 2010. MID 2010 to be exact. it's amazing how fast time flys and each day, everything just changes. Looking back to 2010, (even though its a bit late to look back) I've learnt a lot of things. Learning things then making mistakes then learning from those mistakes. And trying not to make those mistakes again.

I dont have any thing to regret from 2010. I think it was a calm year for me, getting used to be a teen and discovering or experimenting things about life. Well, I hope 2011 is as calm as 2010. With my memories and more laughter with the people I love of course! And that school wont be a whore :')

And Alan told me to blog more. I shall do that. When school begins and I have something interesting to write about. Woop.

Oh and..