Sunday, 30 January 2011

One thing.

If it's one thing I hate about me is that I have fast metabolism. It's sometimes good and sometimes bad. Good, so i can eat as much as i want and won't have to gain much weight. Good, so that i dont have to exercise to keep in "shape". And thats pretty much the things i can think about the good side of it. As much people want to be as "skinny" as i am, I kinda hate being this "skinny".

I hate it how it's impossible to find the right size for me. In jeans/pants/shorts etc, I'm a size 8, if not smaller. If i can't find any size 8s, I go to size 10. Thats a bit big for me. Like when I sit down the back bit of it opens a hole and it's so awkward. And for tops, even the smallest sizes are too big. The sides of the top would hang out. Blah. Wearing bracelets or rings are bad enough. Always slipping and sliding back and forth. And it's so annoying. People always say that they want a body like me. It sucks at time. 

I guess not having fast metabolism would be good. So that if I eat heaps and loads and gain heaps of weight, I would be more fit. More running around and exercising. Easier to find the things I need, like clothes. Even when people tell me to eat and eat and eat and eat, because im so skinny is rather annoying. I eat whenever I can. Stuffing and puffing food. Meh. Except my thigh, that part is out of control. Yeah, a bit of fat on my waist and arms would be nice :{ 

And squeezing through corners and people? Yeah, thats one thing I love about being skinny :P

Thursday, 27 January 2011

I DON’T THINK I’M A VERY ‘ROMANTIC’ PERSON. 

I don’t find receiving flowers or a rose from someone you like or your boyfriend cute at all. Same goes for taking long strolls on the beach or romantic dinner dates at a restaurant with them.
Perhaps it’s because I’ve never had someone give me a gift such as flowers or any other of that ‘cutesy wootsie’ stuff, but now that I think about it, it’s just not cute for me. Maybe it’s also because I don’t find things like that original at all. These sort of ‘romantic’ things are just typical and sure it’s difficult to think of something new to give your boyfriend or girlfriend for whatever occasion, but there’s just something about these sort of gifts that really don’t interest me.
I don’t really know how to put it any other way, but they’re just not cute. But that’s just me. Meh

Wednesday, 26 January 2011

Don't you just hate it when you're in a really bad mood for no reason at and you're just in bed listening to music then all of sudden you cry? But you have to cry softly, so that you won't wake up anyone and they enter your room seeing you cry and asking why you're crying then you just cry more.

Yeah fuck
I wanna type up something but I can't fit them in words. Ugh. Might. As. Well. Go. Cry.

Tuesday, 25 January 2011

Rants and all,

Rants and all,

Valentines day
Dashboard and Newsfeed are clogging up about “I WANT A NICE VALENTINES THIS YEAR” or “WHO WANTS TO BE MY VALENTINES?” bitch stfu, it’s on a Monday, your asses are gonna be at school. Your Valentines this year is you and your textbooks.
 
"Bored as, someone chat or inbox me"
NO SHOOSH, shut up, I swear those kind of statuses piss me off. GO AWAY, IF SOMEONE WANTS TO TALK TO YOU THEY WILL. FAE OUT AMIGOS

Pmo pmo pmo

oh seung ri

Monday, 24 January 2011

cecilia says (10:11 PM):
*hi
- says (10:12 PM):
*hey.
cecilia says (10:12 PM):
*who r u.
- says (10:13 PM):
*....dude you added me
*wtf!
cecilia says (10:13 PM):
*no S:
*you added me
*i even printscreened it ?!?!?1
- says (10:13 PM):
*OH BOO HOO, GTFO


she's so douchey with her doucheiness ♥

Sunday, 23 January 2011

- sleep more, more than more
- drink heaps of water, heaps that I would have to go pee every second 8)
- not leaving work at the last minute and panicking like a loser
- listen in class, even when the teacher is boring me to d e a t h
- eat healthier, fruit and veggies all the way and stay away from junk. < tried so much, but always failed
- not give a damn what people say about me, you know my name but not my story!
- stop losing friends
- eat less at school, ah nom nom ):
- get grades B+ and higher
- sleep early and wake up early for school
- stop being lazy
- improve on my ugly handwriting. Ugh
- whatever, just be happy

Thought I'd write a few goals and such for 2011

Saturday, 22 January 2011

So out of nowhere, I woke up and like I came up with a few new year resolutions. And I also remembered that I used my last green tea bag today. So this is what I've came up for what to do this morning. Wake up at 9, shower and ride to Coles to buy green tea. I need that every morning. Let's just hope no one steals my bike while I run inside Coles.

Well this is a gay post
ah nomnomnomnomn

Thursday, 20 January 2011

Saturday, 15 January 2011

PHOTO SPAM

Some of the many 214398527486902735891 photos we took





yeah no lol, they arent my shoes. but they are sexy

Friday, 14 January 2011

400

This is my 400th post. 400 hundred useless post in less than a year, okay. So it's like 3:20am and I am still awake, my sleeping patterns are so screwed. Needa fix it before school starts or I'm more screwed. Nothing to do, icepack on my left ear. I don't know if it is doing anything. It's just there, cooling the side of my face. I'm so bored, life is so boring when your stuck at home in this shitty shit shit weather. Facebook is like boring, it's like dead or something. Tumblr is dead too... Ish. And blogspot... I basically have nothing i n t e r e s t i n g to write about.

I have so many "mozzy" bites. But according to parents, they think an ant bit me or something. It's so annoying and it ruins my life. Like, anywhere but my face or my ears.

I'm so bored. Ah, goodnight

Tuesday, 11 January 2011

Would you kiss the last person you kissed again? and again!

How many girlfriends/ boyfriends have told you they love you? only had one! :]

Have you ever thought that you were going to marry a person? im 14 bruh

Are you crushing on someone? food

Have you ever loved someone so much that it hurt? wow what LOL

Are you happier single or in a relationship? any

Have you ever told someone you loved them and didn't mean it? no, wtf :L

If you could go back in time and change things, would you? of course

Think any of your ex's feel the same? i have no xs

Do you believe that you are a good boyfriend or girlfriend? no ideazzzzzz, am i?!?!?!?!??!?!

Have you dated people who were not good to you? i only had one boyfriendddddddd

Have you dated someone older than you? yessssssssssssssssssssssss, am now.............i think :Q

Younger? no gee

Do you believe everyone deserves a second chance? depends

Do you Believe in love at first sight? whatever floats in there boat

Ever been given an engagement ring? ahah nah!

Do you want to get married? sureeeeeeeeeeee

Has anyone ever told you they wanted to marry you? no LOLOOLOLOLOLOO

Ever liked someone else's boyfriend or girlfriend? HAHAH no wtf

Does heartbreak really feel as bad as it sounds? blah

Have any of your ex's told you they regret breaking up with you? x? what x?!

Have u ever flirted with a friends crush? who does that?

Would you believe your ex if she/he said they love you? errrrrr, idunno. depends?

Would you ever date your best male/female friend? have no idea

Have any of your exs called you by a nickname after the break up? X Y Z?!

If your best friend of the opposite sex went out with someone you knew was wrong for them would you speak up? of course,

Do you regret any of your relationships? friendship? yes

Saturday, 8 January 2011


Y @M EY3 SHO0 B0R3D! Yeah okay, everyone has probs gone to St Albans fest and I'm just too lazy to go because my parents piss me off. okay bye

Friday, 7 January 2011

Tuesday, 4 January 2011

Who and what is the connecton between the last person you held hands with?

Sister

Do you like babe or baby more?

Any

Is your father very protective of you?

Mm, yea

Have you ever liked someone older then you?

Yup

Did you kiss or hug anyone in the last 48 hours?

Nup

Do you think you'll be one of those people that will get a divorce in the future?

Cant really imagine it


New phone or new computer?

New phone last year

Do you like your name?

Yeah

Have you ever stayed up at night waiting for someone to call/text you back?

Sometimes

Do you have a best friend?

Yeah

What grade is the last person you texted in?

Year 12 or graduated, not sure


Who are you gonna be with Saturday night or day?

Not sure yet

Have you ever been so embarrassed that you cried?

LOL, nah

Does your phone usually go off in the middle of the night?

Sometimes

What are you thinking about right now?

That question

Do you have siblings over the age of 21?

I wish

Do you have a good relationship with your mother?

Most of the time

Are you currently wanting any piercings or tattoos?

piercings

Where was the last place you fell asleep other than your own bed?

The couch

Could you go a month without talking to your best friend?

Probs no

Your best friend has sex with your ex, what happens?

LOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOL

Does anyone know your password besides you?

On tumblr and yeah

Who last texted you?

Kevin Taing

Is the last person you kissed going to be the next person you kiss?

Probably

Are you counting down for anything?

2 Years w/ Steven?

Could you go out in public looking like you do now?

no, oh god

What exactly are you wearing now?

Short as shorts :S and tshirt

Do you prefer ily, or I love you?

Any, dont mind

Are you talking to anyone while doing this?

Np, but sister is talking to me

Are you wearing anything on your feet?

Nah

Name something you dislike about the day you're having?

Nothing to do

When was the last time you had a real smile on your face?

er, i dont know LOL

Has a boy/girl ever cheated on their boyfriend/girlfriend for you?

Oh heavens, no

Do you hate the person you fell hardest for?

Haha nah

When’s the last time you had a late night phone conversation?

Last nightoooooooo

Do you honestly believe that good things happen to those who wait?

Not really

I was ment to do this a while back but you know, i forget and stuff

1) Post 15 facts about yourself.
- I live in a rather small house
- I turn on every possibly light that leads me to the toilet at night
- I had to clean out half of my classmates lockers un year 7 because I couldn't stand the mess every time I walk their lockers
- when people first meet me, they always think I'm viet. But when I tell them I'm not, they assume I'm Chinese. Ahha, both wrong.
- I hate saying what nationality I am. It's so awkward for me.
- I think I've cheated in most tests I've done
- I don't like it when friends come over to my place. My house is so small and there's nothing to do. And yet they say I have the best house, I'm not sure if they are lying or not
- I like to collect buttons
- I get good marks in writing, but I hate writing. How does that work?
- smoking and drinking underage is a turn off for me
- I hold my breathe when I walk past someone that is smoking
- I don't have the guts to wag school
- I can't think of anything else

2) Write about the best friends you’ve had over the years.
- Natalie;
Met in kinder, lost eachother for 2 years, reunited in grade 2 (not really) had ups and downs until mid grade 6, and from then life was good. She's an amazing, talented person. Let me just say she's beautiful and my favouritr best friend before I start writing a novel series about her.

- Vivian;
She's one of the most mind blowing person I've ever met. She knows me better than everyone else. Though she's younger than me, I look up to her sometimes

- Emma, Cecilia, Christine, Melanie, Linh and others in my group;
I wouldn't know where I would be without these people. They are my girls, and will always be. Emma is a crazy ass. Cecilia is just unexplainable. Christine is loving. Melanie is smart as a god knows what. Linh is just clusmy. And the rest, just you all. Lovely people.

- Yasmine;
I don't know if i am one of hers, but she is definitely one of mine. Though we met a while back, when we were younger, it wasn't till 09 we got to chit chat and got to know each other. She's amazing and I love her much

- Alan;
Possibly the longest friend I've known. Even though I don't remember things when we were three, he's a great friend. Knows how to make me smile and gives me amazing advice when I need it. Pretty much known this guy all my life.

3) If you only had 24 hours to live, what would you want to do?
Shit bricks obviously. There are heaps of things I want to do and all that can't even fit into a life and yet there would be only 24 hours to live. Ah. Yeah well, spent time with family and friends that are around. And use the rest with Steven. But then half of the time I'd be shitting bricks so idunno.

4) Write about a period of time in your life where things seemed to be constantly going good.
2008, everything was perfect. I loved life. Thr friends and the memories. But to choose a date from 08 would have to be Friday 29th of August. The day was undescribable. All I remembered was I was so happy I didn't want the day to end

5) Write about a period of time in your life where things were not so good.
2007, hope that year gets burnt to pieces

6) When was the last time you were truly honest with someone? What was it about?
Can't think of any from the top of my head.

7) Post your favorite quote.
I I I I I I I I don't have any, well maybe I do but I don't know

8) How do you feel today?
Well let's just say right now, I have a headache and I'm about to rip my ears off

9) What’s the nicest thing anyone has ever said to you?
"we need more people in the world like you"

10) What’s the meanest thing anyone has ever said to you?
"you're nothing, plain nothing. You filthy whore"

11) Write about the best day of your life.
29082008? District Sports. The weather was perfect. Came first in 100metres sprint, high jump and 4x100 relay. Well most of the running races, my school won all of it except 2 that came second. Sunscreen fights. The bus trip back to school. Oh I miss it.

12) Write about the worst day of your life.
More like a whole month. Everyone hated me. I didn't know why. The whole 5/6 classes hated me, even the teachers I think. Like wtf did I do?

13) What are your plans for the future? Far and near.
Near; work hard and to make life easier for the far future
Far; have the most perfect life. What else is there to add?

14) Post your favorite book, favorite movie, favorite band, and favorite food.
I don't have any from those catogories

15) Write about something you worry about a lot.
My future. I dont know why, maybe its cause everyone is growing up and things are going to change and wow

16) Write about your relationship status.
Taken! Steven Tran! I hate him so much I want to stab him and all. His so loving :}

17) Bullet your day.
  • wake up
  • breakfast/lunch
  • laptop
  • here
18) Post one confession/ secret.
no LOL

19) Write about your last birthday and how you plan to spend your upcoming birthday.
14th birthday was a joint one with Emma & Christine with our closest friends at the back of my garage on the 8th of May. We ate a lot. I dont have any plans for my upcoming birthday, but whatever happens, hope its a good one

20) What did you eat today?
Bacon and Egg

21) How has your life changed over the past year?
It slowly changed I guess, made friends, lost friends etc and i have a boyfriend :}

22) Find a horoscope site and post yours.
If the past few years have been difficult, Taurus, you'll be relieved to know that 2011 is going to be better than previous years. The tension you've experienced will definitely lighten up!

You're tougher than most, and a markedly lower stress level should bring relief that could keep you healthy. While you could make some major changes in your life - such as a new residence or a more challenging job - you'll deal with them.

Your finances will definitely improve, and the rest of your life will be relaxed and enjoyable. March and May should be your best months.

Your immediate family may experience some changes. Births, marriages, relocations - all could shake things up considerably. But in the long run, the bonds between you and family members should be as strong as ever, and you'll be fond of any additions to the family circle.

New friends will appear - so you'll have a strong support system. Watch for new potential friends in July and September
23) Post your Tumblr crushes.
ceebs

24) How was your week been?
Crap, hope it gets better near the weekends

25) Write about your first kiss.
i dont know if it was or i was dreaming but i guess it was around july 09 and steven was over after school and he had to go home and yeah. i dont know D:

26) Write about your best/ favorite kiss.
ill keep this personal, since i know steven will read this. HAHA

27) Where is somewhere you would want to visit?
Paris and New York and then i just want to travel

28) If you had three wishes, what would they be?
  • Live a sweet as life from now to death
  • End war and hunger
  • things are cheaper, like back in the days

29) Write about any particular habits/mannerisms that you have.
I like to eat but I eat slowly, even if im trying to eat fast im usually the last one to finish. I cant think of any for now

30) Where do you think you’ll be in 5 years?
5 years from now..................................... i would be still 19 turning 20, it would be holidays and by that time i would be able to drive so i would out and about, or maybe working, i think ill be in 2nd year of uni (?) i would maybe take my siblings to school. sister would be in grade 3/4 brother in year 11/12? i dont know man

Monday, 3 January 2011


nooooo, im in year 9 next year and stuff

BORED OUT OF MWAH MIND

Day 01- A recent picture of you and 15 interesting facts about yourself

  • this one will take a long time. so i wont do it.

Day 02- The meaning behind your Tumblr name

  • teeviiemm - tee=tina, vii=vivian, emm=melissa. the first letter of our names basically

Day 03- A picture of you and your friends

  • what friends? :{

Day 04- A habit that you wish you didn’t have

  • staying up really late for no reason at all

Day 05- A picture of somewhere you’ve been to

  • i’ve been to a lot of places. dont know which one to pick!

Day 06- Favorite super hero and why

  • me, because im so fly

Day 07- A picture of someone/something that has the biggest impact on you

  • my boyfriend, too bad he doesnt like taking pictures

Day 08- Short term goals for this month and why

  • i dont have any for this month cause its holidays.

Day 09- Something you’re proud of in the past few days

  • successfully rebooted my laptop.

Day 10- Songs you listen to when you are Happy, Sad, Bored, Hyped, Mad

  • happy - anything i guess. may party songs?
  • sad - claude kelly/lil eddie songs (?)
  • bored - anything LOL
  • hyped - party songs ?
  • mad - idunno LOLOLOLO

Day 11- Another picture of you and your friends

  • what friends :{

Day 12- How you found out about Tumblr and why you made one

  • found out about it like 3 years ago and shared with a friend. but i didnt know how to use it so i gave up then 2 years ago, vivian and tina made me and ask me to join them and yeah

Day 13- A letter to someone who has hurt you recently

  • not sure lolz

Day 14- A picture of you and your family

  • no recent ones

Day 15- Put your iPod on shuffle: First 10 songs that play

  • shawty get loose - lil mama ft. chris brain and t-pain
  • provocative - atozzio
  • shes not perfect - jackie boyz
  • secret garden - usher
  • wait - chris brown ft trey songz
  • be the one - dontae
  • music for love - mario
  • love rebound - cavasila
  • why would i ever - tousher ft sam watters
  • listen to your heart (techno/remix) - DHT

Day 16- Another picture of yourself

Day 17- Someone you would want to switch lives with for one day and why

  • blair waldof from gossip girl. because she is so pretty and rich and nice and omg her life is so cool

Day 18- Plans/dreams/goals you have

  • plans - do very well in school and get a good course in uni and get a good degree then have a great job and get married and have kids and travel and stuff and see my kids have kids then i will have grey hair and die
  • dreams - to be awesome lol jokes, im already awesome
  • goals - too many omg

Day 19- Nicknames you have; why do you have them

  • mel - easier to call me? idunno

Day 20- Someone you see yourself marrying/being with in the future

  • steven tran!

Day 21- A picture of something that makes you happy

  • i dont know

Day 22- What makes you different from everyone else

  • come on, im melissa thang. what else can i say?

Day 23- Something you crave for a lot

  • lately, chocolate. and other junk

Day 24- A letter to your parents

  • dear ‘rents, sometimes you both need to calm down and stop thinking about negative things i will in my teens years and like, can you please be happy? you never take pride of what i do at school. just omg,

Day 25- What I would find in your bag

  • going out bag - wallet, phone, ipod, bobby pins, lip bam
  • school bag - wallet, phone, ipod, bobby pins, lip bam, pencil case, books, diary etc

Day 26- What you think about your friends

  • i love them, they are wonderful people.

Day 27- Why are you doing this 30 day challenge

  • more like a 1 day challenge. ching!

Day 28- A picture of you last year and now, how have you changed since then?

  • this is march last year so meh and go day 16 for this year.
  • ive learnt a lot i guess. learnt not to expect a lot from people and all and i cant think of anything, well i can just dont know how to put it in words

Day 29- In this past month, what have you learned

  • nothing LOL

Day 30- Who are you?

  • chuck bass

Today is probs one the most exciting days I’ve ever had at home. Went Officeworks today and finally got my baby! Pocket Hard Drive. Oh yeah. It’s so sexy, I can eat it right now. And I got a new case for my iPod. Four bucks (H)

Then got home, rebooted my laptop. And it’s like brand new. YES. The net works so good now. I’m so happy. Booyeaahhhhhhhhhhhh. Now I have to install the programs I use and fix my taskbar and whatever.

and im glad i fixed my laptop cause apparently we have to use our own laptops for school thisyear (?)

Saturday, 1 January 2011

Day 2

Today is the 2nd day 2011. Nothing big happened I guess. Same shit, different year. So my 'rents woke me up early because they were going abalone fishing, which means I was home alone with my brother for pretty much the whole day.

I just cleaned and etc, being a nice and caring girl la di da. I forgot what my mum said about lunch, she said something about sandwich then rice. So I got all confused. By the time the clock hit 2, I got bored and decided to make lunch. A sandwich. I am so proud of myself. I haven't made a sandwich for months, because my mum usually does it for during school days. And whenever I have to make lunch for school, it would be a simply as a plain ham sandwich which was horrible because I'm lazy. But today I decided to go advance, my mum's style and made a ham salad sandwich (my favourite). It was so good, I'm so happy. It was stacked neatly, but the cutting/slicing was bad. LOL. So then I chilled at the kitchen table with my favourite cup; bought by my bestfriends Vivian and Phuong for my 14th birthday which was filled with yummy green tea and my phone; hoping that my boyfriend would wake the hell up to call/text me or my parents calling me and my lovely iPod just to keep me entertained. I had so much fun by myself eating my sandwich. And lolz for the awkward moment when my camera has no memory card in it.

Highlight of the day: I made a sandwich. The best one yet.