Thursday, 29 July 2010
then at the end of the day, i was like this.Wednesday, 28 July 2010
because they are the shizz.Tuesday, 27 July 2010
Monday, 26 July 2010
Sunday, 25 July 2010
hahahahahaha today.
Saturday, 24 July 2010
pretty jealous about their lives, so epic and cute. but I also have to remember that it's just a tv show. stupid me.
currently; 12:34am on 25July2010
today felt different, something was different. (talking about 24th) it was different. I don't know. it felt.. different, it just did. something felt good. lol, sounds weird. but yeah. different.
anyways, my biffle told me that she is all mine! yay. that whore bitch ass can go jump. dot know why I wasted my time on her. pfft.
ahh, music <3 my head completely turns off when I listen to music, so if I'm listening to music and your talking to me, I will seriously look stoned. LOL
vampire diaries, is speechless. I love it so much. Salvatore Brothers. (:
x
Friday, 23 July 2010
today was overall the same, but period four was something different because in science we/I got to dissect a chicken wing. yumm. I was the bravest in my group, touch the chicken without using gloves. proness.
period three was religion, gay shiz. had a sub who is a bitch. seriously, can't the school hire better subs?!
period two was maths, bludge.
period one was hums, it was alright. had another sub, but she was pretty cool. taught me a few things about what we were learning. she told us a story about her six year old who was shattered when Alvin was out of masterchef, how cute !
I'm pretty pissed off. this year for year 8 reflection day is gonna suck like a duck. fuckkkkkkkkkkk$@"!? STAYING AT SCHOOL? can't be serious, bull fucking shitty shit shit. there's gonna be a debate with the teachers Monday and that stupid teacher who planned everything. staying at school, learning how to do art shit and listen to guest speakers, pfft. and omg, they don't even know if we are allowed to wear causal. even more shit! meh,
to end on a happier note.... there's nothing happy.
Thursday, 22 July 2010
- buy a nice notebook (journal kind of type). that's right, i am going to start my own diary. and this time i will actually right in it, like what i do on blogger. wait noooooooo, idunno. i just want one.
- study super hard. after i finish my chinese homework, i'm gonna set goals and plan my future. im so effffffffffffffffffffffffed.

lol hey what is up!? im feeeeeeeeeeling pretty shit again, day 2. oh my god man i dont know what to do anymore, my life is such a mess. im tired like crazy even when i go to sleep early. i dont know what to do anymore. i hate it when im always tired, because when im always tired, im always lazy. schools a big drainner; i hate it, but i also hate home. see, my life is like akldjflksadhfasehf but whatever. i might plan it again, plan my future, create new goals and focus on them. but then again, im tired.
Wednesday, 21 July 2010
hi lolsaw, i was ment to talk about my day yesterday and all but i didnt. lolsaw. ill do it some other time i might not do it at all. currently doing homework. haha, me and homework. gosh, i am sooooooo craving to watch vampire diaries at the moment. up to ep 9, haha. weee, well. bye? (:Tuesday, 20 July 2010
Sunday, 18 July 2010
Saturday, 17 July 2010
Friday, 16 July 2010
after watching vampire diaries, I'm gonna watch gossip girl ;O that's how slow and how BAD I can not access the tv. oh I'm so excited for tmrw night and Sunday! WEE, just watching vd like a freak.
chinese school tmrw and yes I can't wait cause I haven't seen my lovely class for like yonks. going 7/11 for some typically reason. but that's cool cause then I would be able to get nice food. hope we domt get caught though. goodnight.
Thursday, 15 July 2010
this morning i woke up late. i woke up at 8am. gg man, but not to worry, i got to school on time! (thanks mummy) my mum woke me up and told me that i was lazy. of courseeeeeeee. mmm, i forgot what i was going to say.
laters.
Wednesday, 14 July 2010
TU TRINH NGUYEN, THANKS FOR THE FOLLOW :))))))
anyways, GO AWAY LINH :@ FAR OUT MAN LMFAO!
SHUT UP CECILIA T_T;
..anyways, i am in italian with those people ^ and yeahs. 8)
Tuesday, 13 July 2010
@school
sandra is over there working like ;O as well, and then theres me o_o;
well, im really tired. woke up late............. i miss sleeping in, but i hate holidays.
well im gonna go, needa do my habits of mind which i found so stupid!
x
I hate being young in a way, and I also don't like be "old" either. simply because when your a young teen who lives in this abnormal generation, there was so many things popping out everywhere. you can't drink, cause your under 18, no money to go out cause either your parents cbf giving you money or you blew it off in one shot. and ra di da. burst my bubble, this dumb as blog makes no sense. but what I'm trying to get through is that I WANT TO GO TO WINTERBEATZ!
what the fuck, calm down Melissa.
pms is taking over me. mother fucker
ANYWAYS, so today was normal. school was normal. home was normal but I wasn't. (loser) I set my alarm at 7am, but I turned it off and went back to sleep till 740. my brain was awake by that time, but my eyes weren't. so they had a fight and this us how it went..."oh, first day of school! come on eyes open yourself and look at the wonderful sunshine" "mmmmmhmmmm" "OPEN YOUR MOTHER F$&@ING EYES" "mate, I'm still tired. can you not tell?" "you piece of shithole"
I don't know, it's like every part of me has it's owne brain and heart. it's pretty idunno. weird?!
I cbf talking about today, because it was normal typically school day.
oh btw, I agree with jennys previous blogs, "people who read my blog and don't follow me or something like that can go fuck whatever themselves" seriously, CAN YOU NOT?!
Monday, 12 July 2010
Sunday, 11 July 2010
one; schools in 2 days. should I be jumping up and down? or .-. goodbye sleeping in, see you on Sundays from now.
two; I'm watching soccer tmrw morning. :'D that's if I wake up.
three; I just choked on my saliva. (?)
four; today was gay.
goodnight.
ps; hi steven, stop stalking my blog. I know it's filled with random shit. k thanks bai. love you
Saturday, 10 July 2010
lol wtf imma kidding. me no do da drinking cause me da good gurl.
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on Friday, I went hp. I went hp with my cousin. we took transport. cause my mum can't be bothered driving. dropped by Alans house. dropped off his id card. he wasn't home. placed it in his mail box. hope he got it. back on the bus. went hp. ate at hp. shopped at hp. saw Christine at hp. bought stuff from hp. went home by bus from hp. ate dinner. showered. cousins cousin came over. fun. sleep.
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on Saturday, I woke up. cousins cousin came over again. I had pancakes for breakfast. mum wanted to go out and take them around. went springvale. ate pho at springvale. used the professional cameras to take photos. I love those cameras. went city. walked around habour town. took more photos. went docklands. took photos. went on the free city tram. took photos. went home. showered. make up. hair. wedding. ate at the wedding. danced too. talked. and took a few photos. and I am amazed I am still awake.
Wednesday, 7 July 2010
ive been in pjs for 2 days straight.
Tuesday, 6 July 2010
- woke up @ 10:30; got steven text. was ment to call him at 10. woooops.
- texted phuong at 11:30; was ment to wake him up at 11. woooooops again.
- convinced dianne to come early; found out that julie cant come.
- had to wait for laundry to hurry up.
- vroooom vrooooom (au)
- went to laser tag.
- round1; dianne nguyen, melissa thang, nathan tse vs steven tran, phuong tran, alan vo.
- got confused of what we had to do; (TOO MANY BUTTONS.)
- round2; someone, someone, someone, dianne nguyen, melissa thang, someone, someone, someone, someone, someone, steven tran, nathan tse, alan vo, phuong tran.
- yeah, we came 2nd or 3rd
- went back highpoint; foodcourt.
- park
- shark tiggy, i think
- chilled.
- chilled more.
- chilled again
- chilled
- chilli lol jokes, chilled
- talked,
- chilled.
- dianne needed to go the toilet; alan went with her.
- oooooh
- the rest tried to run.
- fail.
- chilled
- chilled
- chilled again.
- and home.
Monday, 5 July 2010
okay. wait, by the way.. happy 7 months Tina and Vivian <3
today was overall lazy. woke up, ate whatever then had an intense 45 minute tumblr crazy mode. which was interesting. then I tumblred more and was on the computer for a couple of hours. got off around 3 or so and played with sister and also helped mummy around the house.
I quite excited, pissed, sad, happy, bouncy and sick at the moment. excited cause I finally get to go out tomorrow and see the most awesomest people.pissed and sad cause idunno. happy; same reason as excited. bouncy cause i am a ball and sick, cause I'm sick. meh.
let's talk about tmrw. going to the tb highpoint with Steven, Julie, Dianne, Alan, Nathan and that's about it. gonna kick back with them and head off to m9. that was diannes idea and now she isn't coming till 3. WHY DIANNNNNNNNNNE?! later, were gonna sit and play in the park and wait for Dianne to come. yeah, hope everything goes smooth tmrw.
this is my 100th post.I'm a freak. ye ye yeah. nah kidding. holidays are still gay. but tmrw is gonna be great ;)
x.
mt.
Sunday, 4 July 2010
Saturday, 3 July 2010
And I lie awake I miss you,
Pour me a heavy dose of atmosphere.
Cause I'll doze off safe and soundly,
But I'll miss your arms around me
I'll send a postcard to you dear,
Cause I wish you were here.
I'll watch the night turn light blue,
But it's not the same without you,
Because it takes two to whisper quietly,
The silence isn't so bad,
Till I look at my hands and feel sad,
Cause the spaces between my fingers
Are right where yours fit perfectly.
I'll find repose in new ways,
Though I haven't slept in two days,
Cause cold nostalgia chills me to the bone.
But drenched in Vanilla twilight,
I'll sit on the front porch all night,
Waist deep in thought because when I think of you.
I don't feel so alone.
I don't feel so alone.
I don't feel so alone.
As many times as I blink I'll think of you... tonight.
I'll think of you tonight.
When violet eyes get brighter,
And heavy wings grow lighter,
I'll taste the sky and feel alive again.
And I'll forget the world that I knew,
But I swear I won't forget you,
Oh if my voice could reach back through the past,
I'd whisper in your ear,
Oh darling I wish you were here.
- laughing at totally nothing.
- playing tiggy w/ the guys around the school.
- counting down to recess.
- writing all this random bullshit to kelvin for may
- 020710; threesome biffle w/ kelvin ♥
- failing my santa hat for kk infront of rachel.
- attempting to steal may's id card (SCORE)
- photowhoring like whores
- rachel watching me playing catch w/ the guys
- rachel watching me "taking" photos with the guys (FAIL)
- going 7/11 on rachels birthday last year to receive free slurpees
- running out of the school gates & shitting ourselves to go to 7/11 w/ the guys.
- walked into 7/11 like hks. (?)
- panicking to close the facebook/blogspot window in comp lab when teacher is about to walk past us
- pranking may in class and pissing her off.
- asking rachel for food.
- ♥
Friday, 2 July 2010

He was my childhood sweetheart. I was 6 and he was 7. One day i was at the park and i fell while on the swing, he just happened to pass by at that time and he helped me up, he reached into his pocket and got out a band aid. He opened it and placed it on my boo-boo and kissed it after. thats how it all started, now im 16 and he’s 17. Yesterday he told me he had to leave cause his dad got a new job somewhere. I cried feeling torn apart. He promised me that someday we’d find each other again. I told him its one promise he wont be able to keep. He swore that we’d find each other again the same way we met. So everyday i visit the nearest park and wait. He never came.
I waited for 10 years. and one day, just like every other, I was on the swing in the park. Some kids passed by me running, and they accidentally hit me and i fell. I thought that was the moment I’d find him. But no, he wasnt there to help me this time. So, feeling dejected, i went to the nearest hospital to get sewed up. The door opened and a doctor came in, he reached into his pocket and got out a band aid. He opened it and placed it on my wound and kissed it after. then he said “I always keep my promises.”
(from tumblr)
Thursday, 1 July 2010
around 7ish I finally got to talk to Rachel and boy did she sound bsichwabskqbkf. haha, she's pretty amazing. **rachel cheng is amazing. we talked about her. Rachel and I have totally a like minds. we chit and we chat about him her and him plus her (who on earth are you talking about Melissa) and we giggled and laughed. ahh, I love her! then all of sudden I decided Rachel, him and I should be the awesome threesome biffles ;D sweeeeet, even though he doesn't know yet. BUT THAT DOESN'T MATTER (: first of July, 2010. a date to remember. lolsaw.











